true love never ever ends

Friday, July 31, 2009 @ 8:35 PM

http://www.nutzhen.com/
i read, i teared.

on the other hand, its the weekends! :)
tee hee hee, shopping time!

till then! :)

as much i would, i still couldn't.
i guess, it doesn't matter that much anymore..

Wednesday, July 29, 2009 @ 9:16 PM

had lunch at Tampines Mall with Denise, Carol & Chloe this afternoon.
:)
how i wish i can still slack somemore.

but i got a shock that i will be starting work tomorrow.
at the same place and company where i work last year during holidays at redhill!
though i still feel weird (which i absolutely have no reason why), i hope i still get a good start tomorrow!
:)

love never exist before! :(

till then!

Monday, July 27, 2009 @ 3:39 PM

National Stadium yesterday.
"you'll never walk alone"
scores of 5-0

awwww.

its Monday.
hope my ear will be alright soon. :)

Sunday, July 26, 2009 @ 7:00 PM

one week ago, i am at camp.
one week later i am slacking at home.
killing the mosquitoes, if not online almost 24/7, if not go to eHub or out having dinner or lunch with friends.

:)
actually i quite enjoyed it lah!
haha

alright till then.
tomorrow's Monday!
another new week! :)

@ 10:35 AM

i feel sad after this morning incident.
i dislike maybe the way communications are and were.
sigh.

while the sun is rising up, the other side of the world is setting down.

Saturday, July 25, 2009 @ 10:33 PM

http://ourfeistyprincess.blogspot.com/

sad, touching, feel so heavy hearted after reading her articles on newspaper or on the blog.

Charmaine, jiayou!
fight well and strong! :)

p.s: i had a good Saturday! :)

update more tomorrow!

Friday, July 24, 2009 @ 9:56 AM

i wish i can smile like before.

i shall slack somemore, before i going to pray really hard for results. :(

in my dreams, will you come into it?

Wednesday, July 22, 2009 @ 9:30 PM

tears flow.
dried it.

i guess i am just over _____.
i just to ignore the fact that i am still ______, and maybe forever with it.
they live in ______, while i live in _______.

fill in the blanks with your imaginative.
will be alright soon!
*hopefully*

@ 1:32 PM

:'(

i feel miserable.
feel _______.
feel the knife stab into my heart.

there's nothing wrong with being _____.
i dont' feel anything wrong.

whatever to the people out there.
*screams*.

@ 12:18 PM

the total solar eclipse over at china is beautiful this morning.
was watching over it at Channel U.
:)

beautiful sight.

Tuesday, July 21, 2009 @ 10:54 AM

rainbow after the rain seems so nice.
i wish i can see one for now to cheer my mood up a lil.

anyway, i read the blog entry on ting blog and it just so touching.
its about her tuition friend since primary school who passed away, and then she read the note he leave behind for someone.

he liked someone a few yrs back, but didnt tell her because he knows the girl only treat him as a friend.
he dun want to spoil the friendship. he dun want to lost her as a friend.
he mentioned that though they didnt meet often, but he misses her badly, and look forward everytime he meets her, even for an hour or so over dinner or movie,

and some other touching sentences.

i hope ting can find out who's the girl, to let her know (though i don't think it really matter that much anymore) and at the very least i guess the note is the last thing the guy can let the girl know how he felt all along.

cherish.
treasure.
everyone.
around.
you.
please.

posting camp pictures soon (though i have upload everything on FB).
till then. :)

Monday, July 20, 2009 @ 6:27 PM

like i did something wrong for not picking up the phone call from my handphone...

@ 3:41 PM

i need to get the 2 watches battery to be change before it can work.

awwww.
:(

Sunday, July 19, 2009 @ 8:09 PM

i finally uploaded all the camp photos into FB!
because the second day the first time i upload got error, so i deleted it and try again.

anyway, the camp was fun.
i guess the freshie did (and hopefully) enjoyed themselves.
though we decide not to stayover.

i am crossing the finishing line soon.
:)

Friday, July 17, 2009 @ 12:55 AM

innocent.
liar.
self-defence.

which one of the above?

Thursday, July 16, 2009 @ 1:43 PM

i am old enough to make decision on my own.
like what type of job to find, when to start work, end work, and get the rest i want, where to go, what to this and that.
i don't blame those full time job i have applied didn't call me back, beside, i don't think i am ready for the working world yet.
you are not going to sway me away with all the words you have said.
i don't think its going to disrupt what i have planned for.

don't disturb me about what you want me to do.
cos i know what i want to do!

hope tmr foc is going to make a lil happier.
hopefully.
if not i think this week is just a bad luck week.

god, please save me.

till then.

@ 11:43 AM

same song.
same place.
same time.

coincident?

i guess the song is being replayed in my mind.
i know the song by heart.
but why do i still feel the _______ whenever i heard it.
even i skip the song in my iPod!

:(

tomorrow Esprimere FOC!
game master role! :)
let the fun begin!

till then!

Tuesday, July 14, 2009 @ 10:24 AM

i lost the direction.
direct me back.

Monday, July 13, 2009 @ 9:08 AM

the smile behind the story.
sweet, bittersweet..

Sunday, July 12, 2009 @ 11:48 PM

<<灰色的彩虹>> - 范玮琪

我从秋天等到安静的落叶
还不够时间倒带想念
就像电影情节最后完结篇
退色的画面没有想念

我的记忆摇晃着昨天
我还有感觉
一抬头什么都看不见
雨后的屋檐

红橙黄绿我都找不到的晴天
从此我们两个世界
在灰色季节渐渐忘记你的一切
过几年我在原点

彩虹出现而我再也找不到美丽的蝴蝶
偏偏飞不上天
对你的想念
再也进不到你世界
地址是再见

我从秋天等到安静的落叶
还不够时间倒带想念
就像电影情节最后完结篇
退色的画面没有想念

我的记忆摇晃着昨天
我还有感觉
一抬头什么都看不见
雨后的屋檐

红橙黄绿我都找不到的晴天
从此我们两个世界
在灰色季节渐渐忘记你的一切
过几年我在原点

彩虹出现而我再也找不到美丽的舞点
偏偏飞不上天
对你的想念
再也进不到你世界
地址是再见

红橙黄绿我都找不到的晴天
从此我们两个世界
在灰色季节渐渐忘记你的一切
过几年我在原点

彩虹出现而我再也找不到美丽的舞点
偏偏飞不上天
对你的想念
再也进不到你世界
地址是再见

and so do you know...

Saturday, July 11, 2009 @ 11:25 PM

i don't feel like talking.

few steps to go.
few more steps to go.

Thursday, July 09, 2009 @ 11:54 AM

Gone Too Soon

Like A Comet Blazing
Across The Evening Sky
Gone Too Soon

Like A Rainbow
Fading In The Twinkling Of An Eye
Gone Too Soon

Shiny And Sparkly
And Splendidly Bright
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like The Loss Of Sunlight
On A Cloudy Afternoon
Gone Too Soon

Like A Castle
Built Upon A Sandy Beach
Gone Too

Soon Like A Perfect Flower
That Is Just Beyond Your Reach
Gone Too Soon

Born To Amuse,
To Inspire,
To Delight
Here One Day
Gone One Night

Like A
With The Rising Of The Moon
Gone Too Soon

Gone Too Soon

Smile

Smile though your heart is aching
Smile even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
you'll get by,

If you smile
through your fear and sorrows
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll see the sun come shining through
for you

Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near

That's the time
you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile

If you just smile

:(

watch farewell to MJ while working yesterday night if i am having the break, and i listen to the second song.
its so nice, soothing to ears, and the lyrics is the main point that i cried when they were singing.
they sang "heal the world" and "we are the world", which are my favourite songs.
his music sensation will live on still..

work is okay, alright?
i can't find anymore common terms to use! haha.

till then! :)

Tuesday, July 07, 2009 @ 10:22 AM

i swear i will dislike pink colour soon.
soon eh.
and when can company/companies get back to me.
if not i am beginning to feel like a loser. :(

and i don't quite get it anymore.
seriously.

i am in my own comfort zone. :)

Friday, July 03, 2009 @ 10:56 AM

i can't believe i survive 2 nights.

and the pilots are making me drool all over airport. hahaha =P

Wednesday, July 01, 2009 @ 12:39 PM

well.
one week never update and its JULY!

gosh time just flies i suppose.
i was working from 9am-9pm for the past 2 days.
and i will be working from 9pm-9am today and tomorrow.
mmm.

well anyway!
driving test was last Monday(22nd of June). it was super nerve wrecking for me.
partly because i am too nervous that i couldn't sleep the night before on Sunday that i just toss and turn until like about 4am then i sleep.
albeit in the morning, butterflies again in my stomach and i got the urge to vomit(AGAIN, i know!) because i was just too nervous.
warm up went alright, and i was praying not to rain!
test start.
went to circuit (which i thought was pretty alright) before proceeding on to the road. and throughout the whole test my hand and leg was like shaking all the way.
and i nearly make one big mistake and i was thinking fail already.
but surprise turn out when we went up to the room, he print the results and then talk to me about the mistakes i make where i was thinking die! then he finish he gave me the results and my IC back and say, aiyah, go and watch the video(thats the phrase of word i long to hear that day).
i was like huh? oh okay. i don't even remember i say thank you to the tester! my mind just went totally blank!
but he didn't went too lenient on me. i did regret 5 areas where he penalise me because 3 areas can be avoided and another 2 areas(1 common problem in circuit twice, and another common problem on the road) where i thought i really did check and all but he say i didn't! if not i could have gotten lesser demerit points, but nevertheless, i am thankful i pass on the first try!
even my mom didn't think i can pass on my first try okay? haha.

today night shift.
i don't know whether i can take it , or not. gosh.
hopefully they put my friend with me!

till then, the next update!